Shiny sleeping with his Teddy Pillow Pal ~ Mar.18-2012

Today is Shiny's first Birthday!
Where did the time go? It seems like yesterday I was holding my little fluffy baby for the first time and today he's already a year old and weights over 6 kilos!

Looks like my new quilting project has become another ufo.
All the computer issues I've been having for the past couple of months took away my enthusiasm and I haven't been working on it, or anything else for that matter.

I have a new idea for a beading related project, but I'm not going to sa...

Bubi...I miss you so much, sweet little baby...

Going through old photos can be a very painful and overwhealming thing to do, especially when the photos are those of loved ones who are no longer here.

The memories of my loved ones are indelibly printed in my heart, but I still keep their photos all over the house because somehow they make me feel a little closer to them.

After the loss of my husband, almost 8 years ago, I bought 2 albums and all the papers and stuff needed for scrapbooking. The original idea was that to make an album...

Shiny ~ December 8 - 2011

It's been almost a year since the last time I updated this blog; almost a year since I lost my sweet precious Bubi and over a year and a half since the last time I did any beading.

During this time of grief and depression I haven't been able to concentrate enough to do much of anything, I just couldn't get motivated. Lack of sleep and a facebook game addiction did the rest.

When Bubi died, I didn't want to get any more kitties. It felt like I would have been cheating on him and I was afraid...

Bubi ~ May 31 - 2010

I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive myself for leaving you at the Clinic all alone during your last 10 days. They told me that with the right therapy and care, you could have lived an almost normal life for a few more months or even a year or two, so I trusted them... but you only had 10 days of torture and maybe even felt that the mom you trus...